After midnight, the moon set
and I was alone with the stars


cr: Ravi Est Belle // DO NOT EDIT

19 hours ago / 192 notes
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#vixx #ravi

it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie

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Saying autistic people are broken because they aren’t allistic is like saying cats are broken because they aren’t dogs.

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He told me after the first date that he had Asperger’s.

He was always dropping plates; he’d spilled wine in my lap

so we had to leave the restaurant early.

Instead of putting my hands up, a white flag, surrendering

and saying Oh god, look at the time, I’d better go,

I set up a signal fire in my backyard to let him know

that it didn’t matter to me.

Sometimes the skyline seemed so far away

that he’d stand outside on the roof of our New York City apartment

as close to the edge as he could get, just to see

if he could touch the stars.

I held on to the back of his shirt.

Sometimes I came home from a long day at work;

I just wanted a fucking cheeseburger and some fries

and someone to rub my back, but he didn’t know what to do

when I was upset. He’d stand there, arms at his sides,

the color of his confusion seeping through his cotton t-shirt

like paint. I know you’re sad, he’d say, but I don’t know what to do.

That’s okay, I’d say.

You don’t have to.

During winter we threw snowball fights, built igloos,

drank hot chocolate. When we went to cocktail parties

I practically had to drag him out of the house.

Then I learned how hard it was for him to even

walk down the driveway to the mailbox.

We made a compromise: for every step he took from the front door,

every damn step, I kissed him.

Sometimes he cheated and took a few baby steps

just to get a few more kisses.

I obliged willingly.

After the 47th date, in the bathtub, he lit candles

and placed them all around the bathmat. There were rose petals

floating in the water like lily pads.

You know, I have Asperger’s, he told me,

wrapping his arms around my waist.

Do you still want me?

Every time, I said.

Dear NTs….


Texture issues and being a ‘picky eater’ are not the same thing. When a food makes me gag, I am not just being ‘fussy’. When a food makes me want to cry because the texture is so abhorrent to me, I’m not being ‘dramatic’. Food issues that come with autism and sensory disorders are not the same as disliking pumpkin soup or not enjoying the taste of tomatoes. I can love the taste of a food but not stand the texture. I can love a food one day and not be able to eat it the next. I know you’re just trying to relate to us but it’s not the same thing, it’s a lot worse. 


20 hours ago / 25 notes
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"It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living, I want to know what you ache for. It doesn’t interest me how old you are, I want to know if you are willing to risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine. It doesn’t interest me where you live or how rich you are, I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and be sweet to the ones you love. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and truly like the company you keep in the empty moments of your life."

—The Invitation (Oriah Mountain Dreamer)

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Touch Hyorin’s Body

20 hours ago / 51 notes
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#sistar #hyorin
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#sistar #hyorin

With you tonight, right now
Looking at the stars together
I’m happier than anyone else

20 hours ago / 132 notes
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Shit that Ravi and Ken talk about
1 day ago / 734 notes
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#vixx #ravi #ken
when both ravi and byungjun wanted jaehwan in their team. lol
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#vixx #ravi #ken